Aku Insan Yang Lemah, Hanya Mampu Berserah

salam

1st 0f all, ALHAMDULILLAH
that's the 0nly w0rd here inside my head
I am grateful
simply thankful
thankful f0r what I am
thankful what I'd been given
thankful t0 the beautiful life I've been thr0ugh
alth0ugh my j0urney is like a l0t of pain
a l0t 0f tr0ubles
a l0t 0f wr0ngd0ings
a l0t 0f unexpected events
THANK YOU, ALLAH!
f0r give me this 0pp0rtunity
t0 live in your w0rld~
*I kn0w there are a l0t 0f pe0ple 0ut there that are n0t s0 lucky as I am

yeah
s0metimes, we are n0t aware 0f this
we 0nly remember ALLAH in the bad times f0r always
but, d0 we say ALHAMDULILLAH
if we get what we wanted?
if we succeeded?
if we are in g0od ways?
I pray s0...[atm0sphere : Islamic]

Keluar Ke Mana?

beberapa ari yg lepas (31 Mei 2009)... [ahad]

kep: weh, k0 ktne?

aku: aku kt kamp0ng r. nape? eh, bila mase k0 balek ne?

kep: aku da kt uma ne. pg td aku baru smpy.

aku: sengal weh, pg td smpy, ptg tr0z da nk kua? pekedehal?

kep: huaaa... xd r. kalu cam2, ari len r.

aku: s0, ade kene mengene dgn aku ker?

kep: ntah. ade aku keysah? j0m kuar.

aku: kuar? kuar g ne weh?

kep: mane2 r. b0san seyh.

aku: 0rait!


kemudian (1 Jun 2009)... [isnin]

kep: j0m kuar es0k.

aku: huh? es0k? paleh0ttt k0! aku da janji dgn kwn2 yg len.

kep: ala, j0m r kua es0k. k0 ajak r kwn2 k0 skali tuh.

aku: they try t0 make me g0 t0 rehab, i said n0, n0, n0!

kep: its t0o late t0 ap0l0gize... its t0o late~

aku: weh, ape kaitan dgn lagu yg k0 nyanyi tuh?

kep: ntah. s0, xley la kuar?

aku: xley r. aku da janji beb. mungkir bahagia? n0pe.

kep: 0k. kalu camtuh, kite kuar es0knyer [rabu]~

aku: hmmm... x sure r. aku x ske kua 2 days in a r0w k.

kep: ala, skema r k0.

aku: paleh0ttt k0 skema! aku xd fulus la... tgk r t. aku try.

kep: 0k. bla...~

aku: bram la~


but, plan aku smlm [selase] batal.
bc0z my m0m asked me t0 d0 s0.
t0 stay h0me.
my dad n my m0m, they b0th then went t0 Cyberjaya.
t0 pick up my sis.
its sk0ol h0liday rite?
s0, i cant g0 0ut.
sigh.

its my j0b t0 take care 0f h0use.
1st, i bas0h pinggan mangkuk hay0n yg k0t0r.
2nd, i buang segala sampah masyarakat yg ada.
3rd, i m0p lantai [ruang tamu, ruang makan & dap0r].
4th, i bas0h kete kancil.
end.
a l0tta w0rk?
my sweats were like p0uring rain.
n then,
u can stand under my umbrella
ella ella
eh eh~

since i d0nt g0 0ut yesterday,
i must, t0day!
s0, aku j0in la kep, amdi, apiz, aril n faril [huh?] g kua.
bez d0wh.
g kara0ke lak tuh.
mmg gian d0wh kara0ke ne.
walaup0n s0re ala2 mel0ngkang.
he3.

berikut merupakan antara lagu2 yg tlh didendangkan dgn jayanye...~
1. Mengapa Harus Cinta - Vince
2. Mungkin - Anuar Zain
3. Cek Mek M0lek - M. Daud Kilau
4. I Believe I Can Fly - R.Kelly
5. I'm Yours - Jas0n Mraz
6. Jangan Pisahkan - Deddy Dores & Mayang Sari
7. Just Dance - Lady Gaga feat. Colby O'Donis
8. Love Story - Taylor Swift
etc...~

Balik Kampung Batu Pahat!

3005

assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabaraktuh
yea... salam sejahtera
f0r th0se wh0 f0ll0w my bl0g
he3... w0rd f0r t0day is wtfig0tw
wah... d0 u n0e wat's wtfig0tw?

w = what
t = the
f = fuck
i = is
g = g0in
0 = 0n
t = this
w = w0rld

lets try t0 put them t0gether ye
what the fuck is g0in 0n this w0rld?
huaaa... y these w0rds?
0k... t0day i hav t0 visit kamp0ng
0f my m0m at Batu Pahat
but, i felt hard at 1st
its n0t dat i hate t0 be at kamp0ng
its all bc0z dat i'm sure [guaranteed by SIRIM]
dat i'll be fucking b0red there
n0thing t0 d0
n0thing t0 be
i mean N0THING AT ALL

"d0nt make me cl0se
0ne m0re d0or
i d0nt wanna hurt anym0re
stay in my arms if u dare
0r must i imagine u there
d0nt walk away fr0m me
i have n0thing
if i d0nt hav u"

but then, i let it be
ik0t jua k
yeah... setibanye aku di perkarangan kamp0ng tseb0t,
bibit2 keb0sanan mula mencuit perasaan
wah! telebey sudeh~
thank G0d as i br0ught my lapt0p
i h0pe dis will help me thr0ugh the b0ring h0urs here
he3... i played lapt0p all da way~

damn... [in a silence]